I haven't posted anything in a while because it's been bat shit around here lately. But today really took the cake...
I walk into work this morning (I'm a teacher)and one of the students drops in front of me and has a seizure. We got him stabilized and called an ambulance.
At 2:10, a gang fight broke out between two 8th graders in my computer lab. It's the worst class I have. They are a transitional bilingual Hispanic class so a)they understand English but refuse to speak it b)talk in Spanish so I can only marginally pick up what they are saying and c) are all gang-bangers. I just barely broke it up, called security and the fucking fire alarm goes off!
Turns out one of the poor autistic students (he's only 9) ran out of his class, sprinted down the hall and pulled the fire alarm.
So, now I'm stuck with the classroom full of gang-bangers who are trying to kill each other AND have to usher them to safety---->OUTSIDE. It's freezing, it's snowing and no one is listening to me. We get outside...only to have the fight start again. I screamed for security but no one can hear me because we have a huge campus.
I watched these 4 kids pound each other into oblivion in the snow and decided that it wasn't worth trying to break up. I moved the other 'students' out of the way and let them have at it until security and the Fire Dept. arrived.
But I can't shake that mental image of these young kids trying to kill each other over nothing. Is this why I became a teacher? What the hell is going on? If our children don't eat themselves to death, they most certainly will kill each other off, one by one. As for the future of America? I'm trying in earnest to teach it right now but if they can survive past high school, they will be too under-educated to hold even the most menial of jobs.
For the first time in the 16 years I've been teaching...I'm scared.
Maybe I should just laugh it off as just another day in Chicago....